i am blessed

i am very weak now ... fragile ... lying on bed with koyok on my head, koyok at the back, bam on stomach and chest ... taking all pills advised by doctor ... wear sock like a pregnant lady (but i didn't put kapur kat my head ya ... or even a three parallel line of kapur ... no no no)

despite all these ... i am blessed when i realized that i am surrounded by a very special and rare fren ... my teman willing to teman me masa nak tidur ... my fren bertanya khabar and give advises here and there ... my colleague even give me a very good massage ... yes ... only three peoples ... but it enough for me to know that they are special ... (errr .. ya ... i didn't do well with mixing with people as i thought i am ... aka i perasan lebih la ... i ingatkan i extrovert ...)

alamak ... this entry is a bit melancholic la ... nak kata baru tegok sanggam ... tak jugak ... baru lepas tengok sonata musim salji pun bukan jugak (i tengok cerita korea bila ada part2 penting je ... jangan tanya ... i will never tell)

tapi takpe ... sekali sekala ok la kan berdrama walaupun bukan level halimah jongang atau la ur sur padora ...

sekarang kene tido dah sambil ditemani teman tersayang ... aiceh ... dia pemalu ... uweekkkkss ...